Category: Monthly Issues

  • Tourism

    Tourism

    Curiosity is a core component of human nature, and coupled with our desire for independence, has been a key element in driving exploration round the globe over hundreds of thousands of years. One of the ways we engage with our curiosity in today’s day and age is through tourism, which has grown rapidly as an industry in the last few decades. Many new forms of tourism have expanded enough to be their own dictionary entries (eco-tourism, medical tourism to name a few). At the same time, older mainstays of tourism such as cruising and backpacking have expanded their offerings significantly. Many once foreboding destinations have developed friction-free avenues for tourists to partake in new experiences. 

    This growth is accompanied by the simultaneous hand-wringing; how can we visit new places in an ethical way? Is it possible for attractive destinations to harness tourism in ways that benefit locals while also preserving their unique nature? Some of the reasons people travel to new locations are to experience different cultures, climates, witness natural and architectural sights, and sample the cuisine. However, I’m not alone in feeling that famous tourist locations start to bleed into each other, which saps from their intended distinctiveness. After all, there is no shortage of stories about long queues near Everest’s summit, or 🌈insert European city du jour 🌈facing popular unrest for an ever increasing influx of tourists annually (Venice, Barcelona). 

    The following opinions should definitely be taken with a grain of salt, since this piece does not employ more rigorous methods to illustrate my hunches. Additionally, humans are inherently biased towards pattern recognition, so it’s easy for me to find examples of tourist destinations blending into each other, whereas examples of societies leaning into qualities that make them unique are harder to spot. In both cases it’s also difficult to attribute societal direction solely to tourism itself. 

    With that said, there are certain characteristics that over-touristed places tend to share, a short list being overpriced basic services, decreased quality of food, overcrowded attractions, and infrastructure prioritized for visitors over locals. In these ways, unique places converge on a ‘touristy’ equilibrium. 

    Increased access by global supply chains into a place also tends to drive people to ditch local systems in favor of outsourced (and cheaper) solutions. For example, local farming in my parents’ hometown in Kerala has been unable to compete on cost with imported produce. Many of our neighbors in my parents’ generation talk about how the food quality has precipitously declined since their childhood, even in God’s own country. To be fair, many forces conspire to create these conditions, but I would argue that tourist destinations by definition are subjected to  increased access. 

    What makes a place unique? When people lose agency over their land, the stories, celebration, foods built around those spaces cease to be embedded in substance, being instead embedded in memory. This is a familiar experience for folks who grow up in immigrant communities, where attempts to celebrate homeland culture far from home can ring hollow. That same hollowness takes over daily life in places where tourism changes the relationship of people to their land, because the purpose of the land is partly subsumed to provide novelty for visitors. If a Thiruvonam Sadhya in Kerala cannot source its ingredients from a local harvest, then what exactly is the Onam celebrating? 

    The experience of touristy places all blends together, because there’s a playbook that the tourism industry has employed to maximize the returns of an attractive destination. That in Nusa Dua, Cocoa Beach, and Niagara Falls can be found a Hilton Garden Inn is a clear indicator that the unique qualities in those places have yielded to the market conditions of meeting the supply/demand profit curve of lodging. In other words, Hilton is equipped with the expertise to maximise the value of land in a popular tourist destination. Whether it be local/national governments wanting increased tax revenue, well-capitalized businesses outbidding competition, or expats pursuing new income streams, the end result is the squeezing out of warungs, rice fields, and beaches in favor of anything offering a higher possible return on investment. Eventually, folks tired of the infrastructure woes of Bali go to Padang, declare it a paradise, and the playbook can be rinsed and repeated.

    How can our natural curiosity be reconciled with the negative effects of tourism? I wasn’t expecting a book about the Salvadoran civil war to help with this dilemma, but reading What You Have Heard is True provides insight based on how one person (Carolyn Forché) engages with an unfamiliar place. The memoir explores Forché’s time in El Salvador as the country broke down ahead of a dozen-year civil war. Forché’s experience is highly dissimilar to that of most tourists, so there are limits in the conclusions we can draw from her reflections. However, her experience illustrates how our personal approach to tourism can focus on empowering the locals, while simultaneously exploring mutual political, economic, and cultural relationships.

    For someone visiting El Salvador, there are plenty of options to stay in places Forché describes as quite beautiful. For example, the former residence of dictator Hernández Martínez, described as “spacious with shuttered windows and a mahogany wainscoting..” Later on during her stays, Forché makes friends with a socialite (secretly a resistance figure) and spends time at her home, where breakfasts were prepared lovingly: ”tortillas wrapped in a cloth, already-poured juice, a pot of coffee [with the maids] bringing white cheese, black beans, a papaya cut in half and filled with slices of lime.” This was a home with “a sliding glass door leading into a garden, where birds of paradise spiked against the walls and coral bougainvillea climbed them.” 

    For a tourist (especially an American) visiting El Salvador at the time, it would certainly be possible to find hotels or homestays with similar levels of luxury and comfort. However, given that most of the land and wealth in the country was highly concentrated in the hands of a few, these places would be highly non-representative of the daily experience of the workers and peasants (campesinos). Forché spends time in the campos and caserios in the countryside as well, noting the open trench bathrooms and corrugated metal walls common in the majority of homes throughout the country, contrasting with the hot water and window glass of her wealthier friends.

    Someone staying at the properties of military officers or businessmen would very likely be lining the pockets of the wealthy and powerful, who, as the book makes clear, work very hard to perpetuate the dispossession of the campesinos. If Forché had spent her time and money in the opulent homes of San Salvador, she may have come home with some appreciation for the food, the nature, and may even have observed the gulf between the rich and poor from afar. However, it would have left her blind to the true extractive relationship between these classes. Her choice to spend time in the countryside also allows Salvadorans such as Gomez Vides to make inroads with the military junta, and for local poets to find a platform for their work. 

    Therefore, when traveling, a question to ask is: who benefits from the money that we spend? How can we as tourists empower people and spaces which are being consumed by tourism itself? To me, engaging tourism in this way enriches both the tourist and the touristed while also providing our natural curiosity an avenue to be expressed. 

    Understanding the interaction between our home’s political context and our destination’s is another way to engage in tourism in a more meaningful way. Every country operates in relation to the nations around them, and Forché certainly bears witness to this, contrasting the lifestyle of Salvadoran campesinos with the indigenous population in Guatemala. Much more of the book probes the relationship between El Salvador and the US, notably the relationship between US anti-communism policies and Salvadoran military aid. The contrast in lifestyles between the political elite and the campesino peasants is largely enabled by US monetary aid and by extension, the acquiescence of US taxpayers. The security state in turn entrenches their wealth in the name of order and the risks of providing the campesinos with ‘too much democracy’. 

    Looking back with hindsight makes it easy to identify the regional consequences of these interactions, which led to the Salvadoran civil war and modern day American migration patterns. At that time however, even with the US having just pulled out of Vietnam, the extent of foreign policy entanglements may have been less obvious to the average US citizen. Countries as powerful as the US and China have a gravitational effect on the entire world. It’s important for us to understand the effects that we have on our neighbors, and use that knowledge to make more conscious political decisions where such agency exists. When viewed through this lens, tourism actually becomes imperative for someone looking to be engaged in society. Forché herself takes her experiences in El Salvador to give voice to the poets she meets, and broadcast the political situation in El Salvador to a wider US audience


    Tourism irrevocably changes the character of the tourist and the touristed, The idea that tourism should cease due to its deleterious effects is nonsensical, since curiosity is an inherent part of our nature. Therefore, leveraging this curiosity to understand the state of the world is one of the best ways we can be tourists. In fact, I’d go so far as to say that it’s vital that we engage in tourism, since experiencing a place firsthand is the only way to really know it (Descartes noises intensify). It’s far too easy to travel such that new places blend together without making a notable impression, but that reflects more on our level of engagement rather than the locales themselves. New places can augment our value systems, allowing us to synthesize our interactions into new moral frameworks and possibilities for the future.

  • NBA Tanking Rears Its Head

    NBA Tanking Rears Its Head

    Tanking in the NBA is once again aggravating basketball fans around the world thanks to the Jazz and Wizards throwing games before the All-Star game. This topic has been hashed out time and time again, with many proposals being regurgitated and re-discussed for a new generation of NBA fans. These include the Draft Wheel, draft lottery elimination, as well as other wacky ideas such as an NBA Conclave

    The root cause of teams purposefully losing games is that the on-court outcome of each game directly affects the ability of teams to draft rookie players before other teams. This is not new to sports fans – in the current system, the three worst NBA teams evenly split a 42% chance at the first shot at picking from the rookie class. The three worst teams each have a 53% chance of a top-five pick, and in fact, the three worst teams in the league will have the top three picks more than half the time. The below chart shows the breakdown of lottery odds, by pick and by team. 

    Zach Lowe put it best when he wrote in the Wheel draft proposal: “Nearly the entire history of the NBA suggests that a team wishing to win the title must have one of the 10 or 15 best players alive — and preferably one of the half-dozen best”. This has remained true in the twelve years since that article was posted, and remains one of the clearest indicators that linking team record to draft order will keep tanking as part of an NBA fans vocabulary as long as the link exists. 

    There are other reasons to lose games on purpose. Rookie contracts are more valuable than max-contracts (dollar per unit of performance). This exacerbates the incentive to tank because the apron system for team cap sheets is highly restrictive. 

    A 1st overall pick’s salary will not exceed 7% of the salary cap in their 3rd year in the league. Even in the 5th and final year of a rookie contract cannot exceed 11% of the salary cap. Taking into account that most teams operate above the nominal salary cap every year reduces even further the rookie contract’s percentage of a team’s total cap sheet. 

    This contract ceiling can be far lower than a young player’s true worth. For example, Lebron in his 5th year in the league was already averaging 30 points a game, with the 6th best PER of his career. A non-lottery pick, Giannis Antetokounmpo was averaging almost 27 points per game in the last year of his rookie deal. 

    Rookies generally approach their career averages by the 4th and 5th year of their rookie contracts at a cost ceiling that can’t be matched in free agency. More than 120 players in today’s league command NBA contracts greater than the max possible value of a rookie deal, including Dillon Brooks, Kevin Huerter, and Josh Hart. NBA players are more-or-less who they are by the last few years of their rookie contract, but always make much more money as free agents. When this is the case, the chance at adding transformational stars, or just All-Star caliber players while at a discount provides a strong incentive to maximize chances at high draft picks. 

    In my opinion, flattening the difference between rookie and free agency contracts best reduces the incentive to tank while also minimizing changes to the fan’s experience of the game. This article about abolishing the draft was my original motivation to write this piece, and is one way to approach the equalization of contract value AND remove tanking incentives. 

    The draft is just one way an NBA team can improve its roster, some others being trades, free agent signings, and waiver pickups. Under the current CBA, trades are generally hard to make. This is because the league has a soft salary cap, and a roster that costs more than this cap penalizes the team by placing restrictions on trade options and free agency signings. As I mentioned above, most teams spend their seasons above the salary cap, so options become quite limited in terms of mid-season trades and acquisitions. 

    Teams in smaller cities, such as the Pacers or Cavaliers, do not believe they can attract high-end talent purely in free agency, since there’s a perception that NBA players would prefer to live in big cities such as NYC or LA. Because the talent level of the league is very high, a team needs a strong roster from top to bottom in order to compete for a championship. 

    If having just one star could be sufficient to compete for a championship, then it could be easier for small market teams to navigate the trade, free agency, and draft space to build a championship-caliber team. However, If we accept the premise that free agents are less likely to sign in small markets, this problem is compounded if the task of free agency signings must be repeated several times in order to build a competitive team.

    Eliminating the CBA/apron system while also decreasing max contract salaries (as a percentage of the cap) would allow for smaller market teams to more effectively use the trade market to build championship teams. Teams with one star would be less constrained by the star’s salary in making additional personnel signings, and a compressed salary distribution would also make matching salaries in a trade easier to manage for a team’s front office as well. 

    While this would limit the maximum pay of NBA superstars,  the NBA and player association could agree to reserve some portion of basketball revenue for players who achieve certain accolades (such as all-NBA selections, MVPs). This allows the NBA to reduce the max contract a team can offer while allowing a player like Giannis to keep a similar salary while remaining in Milwaukee, while ALSO giving the Bucks the chance to compete for more competitive contracts. 

    While there might be a few teams fielding sub-par rosters in February and March, there are enough competitive games night to night to keep any NBA junkie happy. In my eyes, the larger risk for the NBA is (as always) money outside the scope of league rules. The Aspiration scandal illustrates that owners as wealthy as Steve Ballmer can find ways to achieve their team goals without regard for league rules. Similarly, the gambling allegations facing Chauncey Billups and Terry Rozier (and subsequent shoulder shrug by NBA players) presents an even larger threat to the competitiveness of NBA games. Issues like tanking are truly small potatoes if we can’t trust that NBA teams operate on an even playing field with integrity. In that vein, it feels that basketball fans are being distracted by the issue du jour, and forgetting to focus on the longer term pathologies that threaten the NBA’s health.

  • ICE and Minneapolis

    ICE and Minneapolis

    Productive civic engagement has been on my mind for many years now – what does it mean to be civically engaged? What are effective, ethical methods of amplifying our opinions? How can we move society in directions that align with our idea of “right”? There are of course some obvious mechanisms of engagement: voting is important but a vote is not multiplicative. One vote is only one voice in an ocean of voices. Protest is essential but is difficult to sustain over long periods of time. There have been a few ideas churning in my brain for the last few months. My original intent was to incubate them longer and  turn each idea into a full piece as part of a mini-series.

    However, the murders of Alex Pretti and Renee Good (amongst others) by federal agents have shaken me deeply. Sitting in my apartment alone, so far away from the chaos in Minneapolis, I feel impotent and helpless, as do many many others! I’m not under any illusions that thoughts on a page will provide either consolation or a path to action, but this is one of my ways of processing grief and anger. Here are a few pathways to more effective civic engagement that have been on my mind recently.

    Increased Local Police/Community Cooperation: 

    Back in 2020, the divide between the Minneapolis populace and its police was starkly laid to national view with the killing of George Floyd. Historically speaking, law enforcement has been viewed by many policed communities as extortive, punitive, whose raison d’etre is to inculcate an atmosphere of fear and compliance within the community. This reputation has obviously been earned, as there are many many studies documenting the increased militarization of police forces over time, excessive uses of force, an attitude of “us v. them”, a lack of internal accountability. Generally speaking, the culture of police forces around the country seems to have shifted over time from protecting/serving others to protecting/serving themselves. 

    Given the antagonistic nature ICE and CBP have taken towards the residents of Minneapolis, there seems to be an opportunity to build some trust between the residents and the police force. One of the community-relations problems in recent years between cops and communities has been the lack of local representation in the police force. However, it’s certainly true that the police force in Minneapolis is more local than federal agents sent in to cause chaos. Off-duty police have been profiled and accosted by ICE agents, and there is a direct conflict of interest between ICE’s actions and the stated mission of police departments: “We in the Minneapolis Police Department gain our authority from the community. We recognize that public safety is not just the absence of crime but the presence of justice.”

    Clearly standing as a deterrent and defusor of tension between antagonistic forces and protesters is part of the police force’s mission. Could this form the basis for future policing in Minneapolis? Are there enough existing liaisons between the police and local community organizers that could facilitate new frameworks for police/community cooperation? 

    Activating Weak Social Ties: 

    I fear that many of those relationships, those which could have connected disparate groups in common cause, have eroded over the years. Over the past 15 years, and especially after the 2016 election, I witnessed the withdrawal of many friends into smaller social spheres. This has been the culmination of many decades worth of cynical inflammation of political tensions by right-wing media and politicians, and is one of innumerable sins that Trump, Murdoch, and McConnell (amongst others) will never answer for. 

    I definitely understand the urge to shed social ties that damage our mental and emotional well-being, but I say that as a person who genuinely enjoys having many far-flung casual friendships. To be fair, my personal tendency to try and maintain social connections probably comes from a resource hoarding mentality: isn’t it possible that anyone from our past can play an important role in our future?

    Spending some time in Hong Kong has been very helpful in illustrating concrete ways that weak social connections can be enlisted in service of effective civic engagement. Specifically, the massive community response to help those affected by the building fires in Tai Po showed me that it’s possible to mobilize individuals effectively and sustainably for specific goals. 

    The level of community support in the aftermath of the Tai Po fires has been so noteworthy it’s made international news. A short and incomplete list of this support includes: Banks offering financial support, temporary housing being made available for every affected unit, schools sharing resources and offering trauma-focused therapy, fundraisers being held, legal aid.

    How do such mechanisms come to be? 

    The government and corporate institutions played a large role in aiding fire victims, and I am planning to write more about that in the future. The mechanism that has been on my mind, however, is weak social ties between individuals, and by extension, organizations. 

    Volunteering for a few organizations after the Tai Po fires has shown me the diverse background of folks making time to help. Additionally, many of these people had heard of volunteer opportunities through different media, some through family, others on Whatsapp or TikTok, still others through their companies. The charity or organization is able to rely on folks with enough of a network to fulfill their logistical needs. While the technologies used in deploying this network varies, the main mechanism itself is weak positive social links (acquaintances). Folks who are involved in several organizations are able to link to these organizations and enable them to work in coordination to achieve their goals.

    What makes these mechanisms durable? The weakness of a social connection, paradoxically, seems like it may play an important role in our ability to activate it over time. This might be because the connections are not strong enough to be associated with polarizing emotions. Additionally, because we don’t often call on our weak social links for aid, I’d imagine there’s more of a willingness from people to engage when asked, since we don’t expect our casual friends to ask for help unless it’s a really big deal.

    What makes these mechanisms effective? I think the decentralized nature of weak social connections also allow them to reach further than centralized means of soliciting engagement. It might mean that social pressure to provide support  comes from many directions. The decentralized nature could also make it harder for outside forces to politicize engagement, or might provide some inoculation against the spread of misinformation. 

    How do these mechanisms provide for a healthy society? Do folks who engage with their acquaintances or distant family feel a stronger connection to their neighbors and community? Or do people living in a healthy, well socialized community just have more social links in general? I really am not in any position to argue correlation or causation here. At the end of the day, our willingness to participate in social connection demonstrates our inherent belief in the usefulness of those connections. Likewise, our willingness to participate in government implies our belief in the utility of that involvement, as well as our investment in its success. 

    If our goal is to have rich, fulfilling lives while making a positive impact in the world for the future, isn’t participation what life requires of us? Does not our desire for agency demand remit by way of engagement?  We can choose to participate when our environment and surroundings are frustrating, deeply disappointing, and even tragic – this is what brings meaning to the world around us. The protests and aid in Minneapolis are a clear example of participation in action and reflect the true heroism in Minnesotans this winter. 

  • Nikki Glaser, Shane Gillis, and the Awards Show Monologue

    Nikki Glaser, Shane Gillis, and the Awards Show Monologue

    Watching the Nikki Glaser monologue at the Golden Globes was reminiscent of Shane Gillis’ ESPY’s monologue last year. In some ways they both follow a similar playbook, but in fact the philosophies of stand-up are very different. I feel that their contrasting approaches to stand-up illustrate starkly different assessments of what viewers find funny. 

    On the surface, both standup comics employ some similar techniques. Both Nikki and Shane employ a self effacement that’s central to the atmosphere they’re trying to build. So many of Glaser’s roasts were accompanied by a “So sorry, I love you guys” that it seemed like she was trying to get invited to the Rock’s next birthday party. Her soft retractions gave the venue itself more of an intimacy that allowed for future jabs, since the targets were reassured they belonged in the space even after being roasted. I was similarly struck by how often Gillis would allude to the teleprompted jokes, the idea that he “shouldn’t have stuck” with a certain joke. He had a nervous, “am I really going to do this?” attitude that conveys a self-awareness regarding the crassness of his jokes. Someone who’d wholeheartedly enjoy the jokes doesn’t need the nervous energy but also appreciates it because they feel that Gillis is going into a hostile space and still delivering these jokes. 

    However, this restrained attitude seems to serve different ends. Gillis’ self-awareness schtick is calibrated really well to provide the queasy listener an excuse to enjoy the content. In that sense, the ability of Gillis to have increasing success while toe-ing this line shows just how easy it is to get society to accept racist and sexist biases that it ostensibly rejects. Shane Gillis’ self-effacement in those moments invites us in, providing our empathy a small hiding place, allowing us to laugh at the jokes while suspending our disbelief that the jokes are being told in the first place. Glaser’s soft retractions after landing a good joke seem to be employed for Nikki’s own benefit, a ‘hope we can still be friends’ reversal, whereas Gillis’ ‘is this really about to happen’ before a roast provides us the TV audience a permission structure to go along with the jokes. 

    Which of these audiences is the actual intended audience? The athletes and actors at the Espy’s or the Golden Globes might be forgiven for thinking that they are the audience for the monologue. Glaser’s monologue certainly treats them as such. However, I think Shane Gillis is actually making jokes for the TV/vod watcher at home, similarly to a senator making arguments on the Senate floor not for Congress but rather for the viewers watching on C-SPAN. All three entities (TV viewers, show host, and live audience) are thus in a negotiation about their roles in this dance vis-a-vis engagement metrics. Finding alignment between all the audiences and their role in the performance makes the overall product most memorable. This is why we get such catharsis from moments such as Wanda Sykes telling Maher to do less, or Ricky Gervais telling actors that they work for soulless corporations. In this sense, I feel that neither Gillis and Glaser are able to perfectly navigate this negotiation. While both monologues are enjoyable in their own right, it feels as if one audience is under-utilized in favor of the other. Shane Gillis is unable to effectively enlist the audience as a participating member of the program, while Nikki Glaser seems like she is pandering to the live audience at the expense of keeping the TV audience engaged. 

    Is there a ‘correct’ alignment of the two audiences + host? The challenge here partly stems from the fact that a host can’t quite get the pulse of viewers in real time. So, a host who in that moment can best channel the personality of the viewers is the most likely to find the angle that most resonates with viewers at home while feeding off the live audience’s energy. In that sense, the host functions as the public’s avatar, acting in their stead during the monologue itself. Identity politics notwithstanding, how well were we able to see ourselves in the shoes of Gillis and Glaser? When it comes to TV executives, comedians, actors, and yes, even ourselves the readers, yearning to know that answer just illustrates the ways in which TV as entertainment has made us all the punch-line.

  • SpaceX IPO Why?

    SpaceX IPO Why?

    Ashlee Vance’s biography of Elon Musk shows that Elon has always had strains of megalomania. My time at SpaceX began during a season where that character trait was already defining him. The Christmas party that year, which featured a chocolate fountain, an indoor train, and ceiling-suspended acrobats, was over the top, the subject of water cooler chatter for weeks, and seemed emblematic of Elon’s “work hard, play hard” mentality. This era of SpaceX was also characterized by Elon’s detailed involvement in the company’s goings-on. This remained the case for years, even after his wealth skyrocketed with Tesla’s success and his celebrity ballooned to stratospheric heights. There was an understanding at the company that SpaceX was Elon’s raison d’être, that more than anything, Elon Musk about humanity’s ability to access Mars reliably and regularly. 

    I mention all this because SpaceX has indicated that it will seek to go public over the next 18 months. This news has been met by many with bemusement; why would Elon want to expose his crown jewel to the whims of public investors? Why would he want to allow the incentive structure of the company to change in a way that doesn’t align with his stated civilizational goals? Won’t the distractions of being a public company throw a lot of sand in the gears that allow SpaceX to tolerate failure and achieve new heights? Historically, Elon has exercised a lot of control over the projects that matter most to him, and this move by SpaceX may portend a relinquishing of that control. 

    Of course, SpaceX’s leadership is not made up solely by Elon. The top brass has likely swelled significantly in recent years, but the old guard of Shotwell, Bjelde, Juncosa, and Johnson (amongst others) has capably led SpaceX over the two+ decades of its existence. While the company’s success is owed in large part to their efforts, there are costs to having unchanging leadership over such a long period of time. These individuals almost certainly have net worths reaching into the billions. While they surely gain a lot of personal satisfaction and validation by pouring their lives into the SpaceX project, I can’t imagine they want to be doing this forever. 

    I’ve watched many startups follow a similar funding pattern. Founders are able to raise money in early series funds, cash out a fair amount during growth years, then bail on the company when the projects don’t reach fruition, and finally start raising money for new ventures. While this works out just fine for those visionaries, this scheme also prevents rank-and-file workers from sharing in the liquidity and equity gains promised as part of their compensation packages. SpaceX has always been an exception to this rule – engineers (and to a lesser extent, technicians) have always felt like they could share in the financial prosperity of SpaceX. However, this continued benefit relies on proper stewardship of the company’s long term growth and financial situation. Allowing the public market to price the value of SpaceX’s equity feels like leadership has decided it’s time they reap the astronomical rewards of their long-time service to the company at the expense of newer employees who believed in the prospects of their long-term equity. 

    I quit SpaceX because Elon fired employees who accused him publicly over his enabling of an abusive and toxic culture at SpaceX. I don’t fault Elon for enforcing his vision of a proper company culture. There was an open letter published at the time identifying Elon as the primary driver for the company’s culture: 

    “Elon is seen as the face of SpaceX—every Tweet that Elon sends is a de facto public statement by the company. It is critical to make clear to our teams and to our potential talent pool that his messaging does not reflect our work, our mission, or our values.”

    This open letter made clear that SpaceX’s long term success depended on subjugating Elon to SpaceX’s mission, demanding that leadership “Publicly address and condemn Elon’s harmful Twitter behavior” adding that “SpaceX must swiftly and explicitly separate itself from Elon’s personal brand.

    At that time, SpaceX’s valuation was around $130 billion and Elon was seen by leadership as a large source of that valuation (and the source of future growth). In subsequent years, the SpaceX valuation has ballooned to $800 billion, which in some sense validates leadership’s decision to fire rank-and-file employees rather than rein in their CEO. However, as Elon has grown in scale, the risk to the company’s ability to achieve its goals has grown in kind. Taking SpaceX public is one consequence of that risk manifest, in terms of the deleterious effect it may have on the company’s ability and willingness to take on its long term goals. 

    Something I learned from my time at SpaceX: A company is a reflection of its leadership. SpaceX making moves to go public is indicative of Elon himself being a different creature than when I first joined in 2015. While I cannot speak with authority on who he is now, how exactly he has changed, it seems plausible to me that the cloak of intangibility conferred by his obscene wealth has warped his sense of self, sense of the possible, and sense of accountability. This can be seen in the myriad of distractions that have snagged Elon’s attention over the last few years: Thai cave rescues, Twitter, DOGE, LLMs. These incidents all reflect Elon’s ill-advised attempts to exert his agency on the world around him, based on his belief that he can achieve impossible goals. It seems to me that he has forgotten the investment and sustained focus that went into SpaceX’s success with him at the helm.

    Stated reasons for AI projects aside, taking the company public, at its core, feels like a move by Elon to inflate his own sense of self, reminiscent of the  “Number Go Up” crypto boom. Is this worth the price of SpaceX losing its own identity? If his net worth can crack the 1 trillion mark, maybe such questions just don’t matter anymore. 

  • Favorite Albums of 2025

    Favorite Albums of 2025

    I first started keeping track of my album listens back in 2014. At that time I wondered what it would be like to amass 10+ years worth of new music. I’ll probably put out some reflections on that front in the near future, but I’ll keep this favorites list nice and brief.

    Honorable Mentions:

    • ninajirachi: i love my computer
    • It’s a Beautiful Place: Water from your Eyes
    • Pullup to Busan / E: Effie

    I really enjoyed the above albums and am super excited to check out future releases from those artists. With that said, the albums below are probably going to be the ones I’ll be revisiting in 2026 and beyond:

    10: Evangelic Girl is a Gun

    yeule

    Fave Songs: 1967, vv

    9: LUX

    Rosalía

    Fave Songs: Divinize, Magnolias

    8: Sable Fable

    bon iver

    Fave Songs: Everything is Peaceful Love, Day One, I’ll Be There

    7: Bloodless

    samia

    Fave Songs: Carousel, North Poles

    6: i quit

    HAIM

    Fave Songs: Gone, Take me back, Lucky stars, Everybody’s trying to figure me out

    5: Debí Tirar Más Fotos

    Bad Bunny

    Fave Songs: NUEVAYoL

    4: Super Pedestrian

    Annie DiRusso

    Fave Songs: Leo, I Am the Deer

    3: The Clearing

    Wolf Alice

    Fave Songs: Bloom Baby Bloom, White Horses

    2: Getting Killed

    Geese

    Fave Songs: Cobra, Au Pays du Cocaine, Getting Killed, 100 Horses

    1: EURO COUNTRY

    CMAT

    Fave Songs: Lord Let That Tesla Crash, When A Good Man Cries, Running/Planning, Take A Sexy Picture of Me

  • My ICL Surgery and it’s Aftermath

    My ICL Surgery and it’s Aftermath

    My Naked Eye

    Four months ago in August of 2025, I had a corrective surgery for my vision, in which lenses were implanted inside my eyes (ICL). Many of my questions/concerns regarding the surgery had been answered by research/medical literature which is a big reason why I decided to proceed with the operation. However, there were subjective aspects of life that I couldn’t get answered before the surgery. Now that I’m living in the post-glasses world, it’s been fun to revisit some of these questions and note some aspects of naked eyes that I didn’t expect! 

    I miss the ability to take my glasses off and slip into my own world in ANY situation. 

    Have I been overstimulated by seeing clearly all the time? 

    One of the few superpowers of having glasses-corrected vision was having the ability to take my glasses off whenever I wanted to retreat from the world. Without the ability to see clearly, I could dissociate/space out and take time in the middle of the day to recharge. 

    Luckily for me, I’ve realized that even folks with good vision are able to unfocus their eyes, disregard visual signals, and zone out as needed 🙂 

    However, I did actually have several days immediately after my surgery where I experienced visual overstimulation! My eyes were just looking at EVERYTHING all the time and I couldn’t help it. After about a week, my brain and eyes kinda gave up and there were a few days where it was actually really hard to get my eyes to focus on anything at all. During those days I was moving around my house without actually looking at anything with focus which was a bit surreal. 

    Do I miss the ability to take my glasses off?

    Nope ! 

    I’m so happy to not be required to put glasses on my face every day just to perform basic functions. Overall, I’m surprised to experience eyes that are far more fallible than I had realized. I knew that glasses were really useful for a couple reasons.

    Firstly, to focus the light entering my eyes.
    Secondly, to reduce glare and UV light hitting my eyes.
    And thirdly, to give my brain a clear separation between ‘focus time’ and ‘glazed over’ time (where I’m zoned out).

    I knew that there would be some difficulties adjusting to a world where I don’t need glasses. However, my vision has consistently been playing with my brain in unexpected ways ! Here are a few things

    1. Hand-eye coordination. While this has improved in the months post-surgery, it was surprising to find a game of catch challenging. Even my high fives were awful until recently!
    2. The dynamic nature of seeing – I’ve noticed more consciously how achieving a crisp image is a multi-step process. When it goes well, an image starts out of focus, and the blurred edges quickly sharpen into defined lines. However, vision in low light can take much more time to come into focus. Sometimes images only come into focus if i have tears in my eyes, Due to my astigmatism, there are certain shapes (especially with text at distance) that never properly come into focus.
    3. My right eye’s vision has some uncorrected astigmatism, so when my eyes try to focus on an object, it might appear clear at the top and bottom, but blurry on the sides. I’ve noticed my right eye actively trying to re-focus the side blurriness and sometimes it succeeds! It’s fun (and annoying) to see text come in and out of focus as my eyes do their best – here’s hoping for faster focusing in the years to come!
    4. Noticing differences in vision between my eyes is really trippy! My vision has never been the same between my two eyes, but both eyes were so bad that I never noticed a difference in visual quality between them. Now that I’ve had my surgery, it’s very clear that one eye has been corrected better than the other, and it bothers me much more than I expected. 
    5. Halos around lights are expected side effects from the surgery, and while they don’t actively bother me, it’s not something my brain happily ignores. There’s always a moment when I look at a bright light that I notice the large halo around the light before I can ignore it. 
    6. Night vision is rough, computer light is rough, daylight is rough – glasses really do be doing the most ! I bought my first pair of sunglasses but I keep forgetting to take them with me on my outdoor expeditions. I haven’t bought a pair of computer glasses or night-time glasses yet, but I think I will eventually. My glasses eased the visual strain on my eyes more than I realized! 

    For me, the surgery was a worthwhile decision to make – I  can do more watersports, I don’t need to worry about losing an expensive living aid, my nose and ears are happier every day! But my imagined self and actual self (post-surgery) experience the world through different eyes, and that difference is non-trivial! I think surgeries generally fulfill their promise, but they also bring unexpected changes to our experience of the world. If facing elective surgeries in the future, I’ll have to find ways to stay grounded in this knowledge instead of getting carried away in my natural optimism. 

  • Book Thoughts: Amusing Ourselves to Death

    Book Thoughts: Amusing Ourselves to Death

    Amusing Ourselves to Death

    The rise of the internet, (subsequently followed by social media, app-based messaging, and thereafter by video short-form content) has left many of us grappling with the long term effects of visual media on our development, mental wellbeing, and our relationships with each other. This reckoning spans all levels of society, from the national level (countries enacting social media bans), to the corporate level (airlines feeling the pressure to improve internet connectivity with Starlink), down to the individual level (using ‘digital wellbeing’ apps to manage screen time). 

    Some may say that this is just a tired redux of many societal conversations we’ve had grappling with using different technologies over time. I personally remember conversations about violence in video games in the late 90’s with the rise of first-person shooters (though some people even considered Pokemon too dangerous to buy for their kids).

    One of the main critics in this bygone era was Neil Postman, who 40 years ago wrote Amusing Ourselves to Death about the effect of television on American society. After reading it, I do agree with folks who say the piece is relevant to this day. Postman’s main thesis is that television has transformed American discourse from debate to entertainment, and he explores the ramifications of that transformation on American society. If Postman were to write his book in 2025, his thesis would certainly broaden from television to visual media as a whole, and of course this is a worldwide trend rather than being localized to the US. 

    Modern versions of this critique include Chris Hayes’ The Siren’s Call or Jonathan Haidt’sThe Anxious Generation, and I do definitely worry about the effects of social media on all of us. 

    Do I agree with Postman that TV has transformed discourse into entertainment? By and large I do, but I’m not sure print-era discourse was more productive than current day discourse. 

    Do we need to discuss whether print media discourse in the 16th – 19th centuries in Europe resulted in reasoned or rational behavior from its (large and varied) populace? It was during this time that modern-day racism rooted and flowered into what we see today. Did the writings of Bartolomeo de las Casas stop the colonization of South America? Did it stop hereditary wealth transfer in Peru once the original conquistadors died? Did the print-heavy culture of the US prevent the Trail of Tears or the oil rush in the Dakotas? 

    Print journalism is slow, which according to Postman is a feature. However, this slowness cannot serve as an effective check on swiftly executed actions/domino effects such as coups, assassinations, spontaneous violence. Conversely, some events happen over such a long time frame that the experience of that change is only seen across generations (such as the extinction of insects). While books capture this progression well, humans aren’t good at internalizing the before and after states because the change happens so slowly. In either case, are books useful in providing a backbone for a responsive and responsible society? 

    Let’s take Postman’s example of the Lincoln-Douglas 1858 debates over slavery, which has since been re-quoted a ton, as being dichotomous between the print-dominated universe and the present day. 

    “Their arrangement provided that Douglas would speak first, for one hour; Lincoln would take an hour and a half to reply; Douglas, a half hour to rebut Lincoln’s reply. This debate was considerably shorter than those to which the two men were accustomed. In fact, they had tangled several times before, and all of their encounters had been much lengthier and more

    exhausting.” (44)

    Now, I think it’s eminently laughable to envision Joe Biden and Donald Trump having a similarly lengthy or substantive debate during the 2024 debates about anything at all. However, even if Biden/Trump were capable of having an hour-long debate about preventing genocide in Gaza, I doubt their positions would be significantly different than what their administrations are actually doing (which of course amounts to very little). Additionally, I don’t actually think having a debate would force candidates to have cohesive and detailed frameworks for their positions, NOR do I think a result of that debate would be voters demanding different positions than they already are. 

    Postman (and Hayes) may argue that our apathy as voters stems from years of conditioning via doom-scrolling, a 24 hour news cycle, and our treatment of the debate as mere entertainment. However, I think our apathy would have come from being physically unaffected by the war, which makes it such that the war doesn’t actually have a tangible impact on our day-to-day lives. 

    An issue that may have some impact on our lives today is the emergence of AI embedding itself into our national infrastructure. Watching a 25 minute video of Hank Green talking about the complexities of AI energy usage, and then 30 minutes of ___ responding to the ideas discussed seems quite similar to a Lincoln/Douglas debate format, though we can ingest this material through video rather than in-person or via newspapers. 

    While the nature of the technology is important, the nature of our discourse itself has not fundamentally changed between now and the 19th (or 14th) century. Consequently, I don’t believe that the actions coming out of these conversations are meaningfully different despite using a different technology to engage in the discourse. We respond most strongly to issues which have salience in our lives. Ideas and news without local/personal context serve as entertainment far more than as actionable events. The Lincoln-Douglas debates proved popular because slavery itself was a salient issue. The Dred-Scott decision, Illinois’ proximity to slave states, and the westward pull due to popular sovereignty territories all impacted voters. It makes sense that they would find these debates to be highly important. In fact, even the debates themselves had a state fair-like element around them: “All of the Lincoln-Douglas debates were conducted amid a carnival-like atmosphere. Bands played (although not during the debates), hawkers sold their wares, children romped, liquor was available.” 

    On the other hand, although Gaza hosted the biggest human calamity of 2024, and although climate change (and nuclear war) poses existential risks to humanity’s current way of life, I don’t think any of these issues actively impact people in a way that drives them to take concrete actions. I’m not claiming that people don’t take actions based on the news they read/watch, there are certainly folks that partake in the BDS movements or work to lower their climate impact. However, I think that the number of people taking actions doesn’t change whether we live in an information ecosystem dominated by print or one dominated by video. This shows that Postman’s point that news has become entertainment is true, because the news we consume is mostly not salient to our lives. 

    What, then, is salience? We as consumers of news cannot meaningfully engage the material to make a noticeable impact, nor can we easily connect ourselves to it in a meaningful way. I would say that increasing salience is equivalent to our context around the news we consume, and limiting our intake of news for which we have little context. 

    Take the following passage as an example of the issue we face:  

    “What steps do you plan to take to reduce the conflict in the Middle East? Or the rates of inflation, crime, and unemployment? What are you plans for preserving the environment or reducing the risk of nuclear war? What do you plan to do about NATO, OPEC, the CIA, affirmative action, and the monstrous treatment of the Baha’is in Iran?” (68) 

    I read this whole passage without remembering this book was written 40 years ago. It’s crazy how these issues are still at stake today! Somebody ‘doomscrolling’ the newspaper at that time may have spent a lot of emotional well-being managing their anxieties, but that hand-wringing didn’t help them, nor did it create a lasting solution to these issues which regularly make the front page of the news in 2025. 

    In the present day, what is the value of having the news brought to my screen from all around the world? How do I gain by knowing about flooding in Dak Lak, Colombo, and Padang? I have friends who live in Vietnam and can certainly donate to local charities to help with recovery efforts. That is the extent of the salience I feel, but what about the many resource-starved communities where I don’t have personal connections? Perhaps our mental order and well-being is better served by not keeping abreast of issues in places where we don’t have prior context?

    This resonates with me because I’m currently living in Hong Kong, far away from places where I have context. I am a person who generally looks to understand context and history with respect to current events. However, that’s a process that takes time and energy. Even as someone who has followed news about Hong Kong for a decade, living here for a few months has taught me so much more about the city and it’s history than I could have learned by reading articles or watching videos on the internet. 

    On the other hand, New York City and it’s suburbs are places where I have a ton of prior context. When I hear news from Rockland, I have a deeper innate understanding of it’s background and how it affects the people I know. My friends and family in the area also have the ability to provide additional context to inform my understanding of the local news. Additionally, I have much more of an ability to effect change or leverage a network to take actions. That’s not the case here in HK. Here, I suppose I can only be a change agent in somebody else’s network. 

    Another note about Postman’s commentary regarding the telegraph: “A man in Maine and a man in Texas could converse, but not about anything either of them knew or cared very much about.” 

    I think Postman’s take here (being 40 years old) is reductive, and we live in such an obviously interconnected world that I think it’s useful to have global news. 

    While I don’t interpret Postman’s point about information irrelevance to be directed towards people’s movement/migration, I think the logic regarding the former should be considered with the latter as well. When we move to a new place and lack context for its being and history, it neuters our ability to engage with our new setting, interpret current events, and use our agency in ways we consider worthwhile. Migration is wired deep into our nature, so I’d not suggest that preservation of our local context is worth staying somewhere that doesn’t serve our needs.

    Personally, while it’s true that my action-potential is higher in my hometown than in Hong Kong, true that my network is wider and deeper, and true that my historical context is richer, I can’t escape the feeling that I myself feel slightly neutered when in NYC. The prospect of my primary interactions being with people who have a preexisting understanding of my nature is a turn-off to moving back. Thus, balancing my self-actualization and the desire for salience in news consumption pull in opposite directions. Increasing my contextual understanding of Hong Kong may take time to increase the salience of Hong Kong’s discourse, but that tradeoff is worthwhile provided my consumption of news is not reduced to mere entertainment. 

    There are many conclusions we can draw when considering our interactions with the internet through the Postman lens. In my opinion, the takeaway that print-based discourse is more conducive to productive discussion doesn’t hold enough water to actually be useful. A print based information economy prevailed during eras where eugenics, colonialism, and genocide took place, lacking sufficient action-potential to stymie those trends. A more useful conclusion would be that news being turned into entertainment is inevitable if we lack a historical and local context for that news. This conclusion allows us to consider ways to increase the salience of news, both by limiting our ingestion out-of-context news, and by intentionally building up a personal context for places and news that interests us. This, along with having a local network, is what gives individuals agency to effect change in response to current events. 

  • Book Thoughts: April 2025

    Book Thoughts: April 2025

    Everyone Who is Gone is Here

    Reading Everyone Who is Gone is Here and have a few thoughts to expand on: 

    The folks who first started sanctuary churches and created the Underground Railroad for migrants must have had absolutely no clue how they fit into a trend that would become what it is today. The government itself expected between 2000 and 5000 asylum applicants per year, not the ~millions annually we see today. Those helping migrants also never thought it would consume their lives and communities. 

    Similarly, the Border Patrol would have no clue how things would escalate up to this point, and even though these two groups of people were opponents, could there have been value in re-framing these problems by imagining the scale it might eventually take? 

    Even in the 1980’s “the activists in Tucson were on the front lines of a low-grade humanitarian crisis.” I think about this crisis and compare it to Darfur in the early 2000’s. I feel like one got far more international attention than the other, and a lot more high profile activism as well. Why/How was it that this crisis at the border was not escalated in the same way? Over decares, the death toll from the Central American conflicts may have been higher than Darfur. If this border crisis had become inflamed at that time, how would history have played out differently? Would today’s media demonizations have taken place back then? This is right before conservative talk-shows became popular, so there was clearly kindling ready to light aflame. I had a great childhood and I feel really bad for kids growing up in the media and political culture of today. Was there value in having hidden the human cost of suffering in the 60’s, 70’s, and 80’s in order to keep American political life stable, to keep it from having to wrestle with these issues of migration, race, and sovereignty? How many current lives around the world are at risk because of the political climate in the US? How many crises will we create in the future? If Obama having a crueler border policy, or crueler LGBTQ policy, would have mitigated today’s political climate, would those have been better decisions to have made?

    On another note, I’m reading about the opposing viewpoints between activists in Tucson and activists in Chicago. The folks in Tucson thought that “politicizing their work undercut its moral appeal. To the activists in Chicago, that thinking was precisely backward…they wanted [the refugees’] narrative to be aligned with the movement.” Both of these camps are correct in some way. The Tucson folk don’t fully understand what they are wreaking on American society due to their actions. Of course it is just and good, but I don’t think it’s possible to fully grasp the scope of what they have embarked on. On the other hand, The Chicago activists are trying to exercise a level of control over world events in which they are small pieces. If they were to turn away migrants who didn’t agree with them political, or try and sharpen the Sanctuary City Movement’s intellectual/political edge, the realities of the world (aka migrants fleeing) would simply arrive in some other form. Both of these groups seem to have conveniently stripped the migrants of their own agency, both over their own lives and in how they shape the world around them. Migrants are people too, with their own wants, needs, worldviews, and goals. These are human needs, and human needs won’t conform to a political group’s needs/prerogatives. 

    Similar to that thought above, reading the book showed the value of migrants themselves becoming embedded in the train that helped civilians escape. Because Juan himself lived in Mexico for a long time, he was able to learn about the operation in Tucson, and because he himself wasn’t crossing, he was able to pick up information about logistics, contact information, and aid the Tucson folk by getting them the information they needed. The place where he stayed in Mexico City was a safe house where Salvadorans themselves taught each other how to survive in Mexico City, how to escape notice from authorities, and how to keep the institution (the safe house) alive for future travelers. This is an example of people using their agency in a manner to aid the movement of humans from dangerous places to the US. So, maybe another way to have built a lasting political force and cultural Sanctuary City identity is by empowering the people who were fleeing violence, finding employment for them around the context of this underground train, keeping them in the orbit of the sanctuary operations, and having them set the direction of the operations. That way, these churches, local volunteers, and charity groups would be able to lend their political voice to a distinct group of people who could more effectively advocate for themselves. 

    Another thought: The demographics of the US were very different in the 2nd half of the 20th century. However, because of its racism, fear of leftist governments, ignorance, and selfishness, the US, a mostly white citizenry, created the conditions in Central America for hundreds of thousands of people to flee into the US. Americans couldn’t see the people of Central America as equals to them, and thus created the conditions for their own country to absorb the cultures of Central America. America today is far more Hispanic than it was in the 20th century and these are the reasons why. 

    Finally: The book spends some time talking about the Biden Administration having some difficulties working with Central American governments to shore up their asylum and migrant policies. A large part of the political system in these countries can be traced to US policy over the past 60 years. Namely, the anti-Communist policy goals of the US have resulted in entrenching conservative and corrupt institutions in power. Even Democratic presidencies such as Carter, Clinton, and Obama have kept policy continuity in these countries. (In some ways, policy continuity can be seen as a good thing if we take the eventual cessation of wartime hostilities as a consequence of the continuity)

    There is a natural camaraderie between these powers and conservative governments in the US. The natural levers of the US government also find their equilibrium in enforcing the same actions that tend to support the governments in Central America. Because of the decades of policy alignment with conservative governments, US policy is much more difficult to implement when a liberal government comes to power, because the desired actions go against the grain of US policy implementers and the political ruling classes of the Central American countries. This means that for Biden to have gotten better results at the border, he would have needed to have taken more decisive action to steer Central American politics in a different direction. 

    Seeing the way Trump uses American power in a more raw form to achieve policy objectives makes me wish that Biden was not afraid to use American power more forcefully in Central America. What if we were willing to send troops in to enforce anti-gang operations? What if we applied economic pressure/sanctions to ensure aid money was being used for public health ? It could’ve been Afghanistan minus the Taliban, because everyone is on the same side here ! Also there’s way less area for a disaffected military brass to hide and form a resistance. 

    I’m also very disappointed that the progressive elements of the Democratic party saps the political ability of Democratic presidents to achieve more just outcomes. Because immigration was a toxic issue for Democrats to address, Biden was unable (or unwilling) to take actions that would alienate his base, even though the clear and present danger of a Republican presidency. Taking drastic actions (military action, sanctions, aggressive oversight) to begin addressing the corruption and violence issues in Central America while also keeping the border locked down could have been politically popular while also toning down the toxicity of border policy as a divisive issue.